Pens and Lollipops

Recant Could I the words I said
Affront thy heart,
Disgrace thy pride
To flee my life i long thou to do
Then why I seek, memoir of you

A ruse of rudeness elude the truth
And coax myself, denied my joy
If thy will leave, exude my gates
And filth the passion I betrayed

Thou art confused of my grimace
thy look dismount the mask I wear
In thy presence, I embroil
To sneer I do, to hide defeat

Condone my pride that betrayed my joy
Even if fatuity this you call
Cede not now, I ask of you
A glance of thee, my hope enfolds

But if to lull is what you want
Need I await with dreary soul?
Need I enshroud to hope thou will stay?
Or fate will judge what time prepares?

Discreet is what mislead my signs
Like silence speakes of reasons unknown
Maybe for long thou choose to concede
Regrets I place in hearse to grave